Friday, July 31, 2009

being back in Ohio

I have been back in Ohio since 7-29 and have really enjoyed myself so far. I have made the decision to go back to Florida without my kids so I can bust my butt working to save up money to get us a place and bring my kids down with me as soon as I can. This decision is the hardest decision that I have had to EVER make and I still dont know if I am doing the right thing but one thing I know is I have a job in Florida and that will help me get my car fixed and then if I decide not to stay in Florida at least my car will be fixed and I can look for another job here in Ohio but I so do not want to be here for another winter, my body can not take it. I hope that my kids understand that I am not just doing this for me but for them also. I think they will like living in Florida where its warm all year round.
Now to the whole point of this blog was about moving on from the relationship that I am in so to speak. Well once I am back in Florida and the place I am going to be moving too becomes available that relationship is going to be done. I have so much anger and resentment towards him now. Him telling me that I couldnt use his truck to get back and forth to work is the reason my kids are not coming back to Florida with me. If he would have said yes then the kids would be coming down with me now instead of a few months.

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