kids and everything else

Just got a call from the kids' dad that he has to take our daughter to the ER because he thinks she may have jacked her nose up by hitting her nose with her knee on a trampoline. NO insurance anymore so this hospital bill is going to be outrageous!!! I dont even want that bill. But she has to go to have it looked at. I hate that I am not in Ohio with the kids and I am really thinking of going back to Ohio but I so do not want to go through another winter. My body can not handle the cold at all anymore. On the same hand though its nice to have time to myself down here. Maybe I will find out who I really am and be a happier person. I will not be happy til I get my kids down here and get my car fixed. I stopped and bought a lottery ticket today so hopefully I will win HAHA yeah right lol but a girl can dream. I had a job interview today for a job that probably had 100 applicants for it so I dont think that I am going to get it. That really sucks too cause the money would have been good and I could keep my fulltime job at the resort and be able to get my car fixed and get my kids down here faster. If I win the lottery I would buy a house here in the Keys and have my kids here in a couple of days, pay my house in Ohio off, pay off my car and buy a brand new car, help my family out and go on a month long vacation to another country. I want to see so many places but dont have the resources to do it right now. COME ON FLORIDA LOTTERY CALL MY NUMBERS LOL