staying in Florida

So right now I have decided to stay in Florida and work towards my goal of getting my kids down here with me. I have cried everyday because of them being so far away. I know that I am doing what is best for me and my kids just doesnt feel right with them not being here. I miss them so much that it hurts but I talk to them everyday for a few minutes, they are too busy playing outside to deal with being on the phone. I love them so so much. I can not even begin to describe what I am feeling inside. I feel so empty and alone down here but everything will work out in the end. I hope that my kids do not hate me for doing this and think that I am a bad mom for leaving them with their dad so we could move down here. I really hope that I am making the right decision on staying here and trying to make this work. Like my brother told me in a text today that he was proud of me for living the question rather than just asking it.